Posted in February 2014

Am I vibrating? I feel like I’m vibrating.

Am I vibrating? I feel like I’m vibrating.

Nothing very important to say today. I have approximately 3,466,457,750 drafts waiting to be published but simply don’t fucking feel like it. My brain is all over the place this week. I’m being buried alive at work. Which is both a good thing (job security, I’m important, blah) and a bad thing (uh, hello? being … Continue reading

Sometimes, you just know.

Have you ever met someone online and thought “you know what? I bet if I knew <Insert name here> in person, we would be really good friends! Oh, come on. I know I’m not the only one! At least one other person has felt this way because last week I had the opportunity to turn … Continue reading

I can’t do it yet.

I’m trying to write about my father. I’m trying to write about a potential major mistake that I made. I just published a post that was supposed to cover those topics, but it didn’t. Instead, it was a flashback to 1994. Why? I opened the blank post… saw the cursor blinking… started formulating the title … Continue reading

Why can’t I hear anything?

1994. I’m 9 years old. My mommy and daddy got divorced last year. I don’t really understand what “divorced” means but the counselor at my school has tried really hard to explain it to me and my brother, and other kids whose parents don’t like each other anymore. I don’t know if my parents ever … Continue reading

What fresh hell is this?!

What fresh hell is this?!

People! I’ve been meaning to tell you the rest of my story about last weekend and haven’t been able to put fingers to keys. Too tired, too busy and frankly… too apathetic. It almost feels stupid to write because it’s like a broken fucking record. Aren’t you tired of hearing about my jacked up family?! … Continue reading

He ain’t heavy, he’s my brother.

Oh boy. Where do I start? It’s been a crazy week around these parts. I last wrote about my brother being encouraged about a long-term treatment center in Florida. That fell through. There is this whole issue of health insurance and his 26th birthday on March 7. There are no rich relatives waiting in the … Continue reading