My apologies.

I realize that I did a rash thing this past weekend. I posted a crazy, in-your-face video which is now the official music video/theme song of my life (I’m kind of a big deal). What I didn’t do, and what I’m usually so good at.. the back story. So here goes. My husband and I … Continue reading →

Well… that was awkward.

This weekend has been great. I am feeling better and like a human being again! The video I posted last night was fueled by beer and cigarettes while Little J destroyed my apartment with her sleepover buddy and J was off working at a basketball game. It was a lot of fun… for me. I’ll … Continue reading →

Don’t click here!

The forbidden click. Works every time :) My friends.. you are going to enjoy this. If you don’t enjoy this… you’re not my friend! Theme song for Write in the Wrong Way.. Ellie Goulding, Burn: Enjoy, bitches. Amanda

Dog shit.

That’s what I feel like. At first I thought it was residual recovery from Saturday night’s shenanigans… drinking and dancing until Xfinity Live! in Philadelphia closed. Now I think I’m just getting sick. My chest is tight, my cough is gut wrenching, my head is killing me and my entire body aches. Not just the parts … Continue reading →

Vices.

Fighting fire with gasoline.

Breathing.

I have watched this video several times today. It showed up in my FB news feed a few days ago and when trying to think of some way to comfort my mother, I went searching for it. Each time I watch it, it feels easier to breathe. I only wish I had a way to … Continue reading →

Fighting demons.

I just got off the phone with my mother. It was one of the saddest conversations we’ve ever had. Sadder than when she called to say my grandfather died. Sadder than the day she told me my 15-year-old dog had to be put to sleep. Sadder than when she told me what kind of person … Continue reading →

Do you want the good news or the bad news first?

I guess the old adage is to give you the bad news first, then slap you with the good news to sop up your tears. I don’t know. I think in this situation I would rather start with the good news. It’s more tangible, more relevant, easier to deal with. The bad news kind of … Continue reading →